panic.

somehow in the last hour i’ve worked myself into a full-fledged panic attack over our move to germany. so bizarre, as i haven’t really felt this way since the day of our arrival (when i literally would have paid any amount, done anything to undo the whole thing and go home). i said to someone last week that i’m “truly surprised at how easy the transition has been.” clearly that was my mistake. i jinxed it.

i miss home. i miss all of my peeps. i miss baja fresh. i miss being able to read what i’m buying at the grocery store. gah.

hopefully tomorrow will bring peace to my anxiety-ridden heart and mind. in the meantime, say a prayer for my patient husband, as he’s in for a long night of repeating, “yes, i am SURE we are supposed to be here. NO, this wasn’t a mistake.”

sending love in the midst of my panic. hope you’re having a beautiful saturday. xo.